i know this is hard to understand but ive scarified every thing good in my life so i can prance around dressed like a cheap whore ive excepted and fully embraced that i failed as a real man im 100% pussy free i spend all my time ruining my self ive learnt to fully embrace my isolation and learnt to use this time to focus on my chronic sissy hypno addiction this ends up with massive anxiety lack of any self worth depression and many other mental health issues so much so that the only time i feel anything good is while im alone masturbating for hours at a time with a soft cock and a massive dildo in side me this is my sex life not only is it impossible for me to get hard anymore i am unable to please a women with my tiny clitty ive become so weak minded and fully gay i love cock and hate pussy