no one wants to be with a loser fag like me i spend hours everyday online dressed like a cheap whore its repetitive deranged disgusting and very isolating its got to the stage again where i am talking to Master Ashton 3 or 4 times everyday hes the only person who understands and encourages this behavior i he controls my exposure 100% he dosnt ask me anymore if i pay him of cause hes more than happy to pusdh me further down tgis evil path of destruction and i love and respect him for it